How I’m Making It Work (Kinda)
Let’s be real, studying for the MCAT is hard enough when it’s your only focus. Now throw in working full-time, inconsistent hours, and just general life exhaustion, and you’ve got my current reality. I’m working as an Amazon delivery driver while prepping for one of the most important exams of my life. It’s chaotic, unpredictable, and some days I’m barely hanging on, but I’m still here. Still trying. And that counts for something.
My schedule depends a lot on which job I’m working that day. When I’m at Amazon, it’s a toss-up. Some days I get off early and have a bit of energy left to study. Other days, I’m out late and come home completely drained. On those days, it’s really hard to convince myself to do anything productive, let alone review science content. And honestly, sometimes I don’t. That’s the truth of it.
On the flip side, when I’m working my hospital job, things are a little easier. I usually get off much earlier, which gives me more time and mental space to study. That’s when I can knock out a bigger chunk of flashcards or sit down to review concepts in more depth. I definitely take advantage of those slower days.
Right now, my study routine is mostly flashcards, lots and lots of Anki. I squeeze them in whenever I can. If I’m working at Amazon, I’ll knock out a deck or two in the morning before I even pick up my route. When I’m at the hospital, I tend to have more downtime throughout the day, so I’m able to work through more decks. It’s not always consistent, but it’s something.
Eventually, I’ll move into the next phase of my study plan, which is more focused on practice questions. That’s when things will really ramp up. I know I’ll need to carve out more intentional time for that phase, but for now, flashcards are helping me hold things together.
Here’s the the truth? I’m tired. Balancing work and MCAT prep isn’t easy. It takes flexibility, patience, and grace, especially with yourself. Some days are great. Some nights I don’t study at all because I just don’t have the energy. That’s one of the biggest challenges of working while studying for the MCAT. It’s not just about finding time; it’s about having the mental and emotional capacity to use that time well. I’ve had to let go of guilt on the nights I can’t study and give myself grace. This is a marathon, not a sprint. But every day I remind myself that I’m doing the best I can with what I have. And if you’re in a similar boat, just know that you’re not alone.
We’re making it work… kinda. And that’s more than enough right now.
